Reality?

Why am I up? Oh my brain refuses to shut down... these days it's running like a goldfish. Did you know that goldfish never sleep? They just rest. Veryy interesting. Or do they? I just looked it up on yahoo answers and people just said they do. Bah. whatevs, from what I see Peter the Great and Catherine of Aragon stay up allll night.

So what's been up you ask? In the exciting life of mine?

I'm doing a lot of re-evaluating...

Currently I'm re-evaluating my future and what I want out of this life. I'm at this crossroads for my area of study. For so long I've seen myself as being in Communications. I sadly never really took the time to step back from it all and see if it's really what I want. So far, I find it interesting but my grudge against society continues to grow. Last week, Katie T.B. and I walked through the Eaton Centre... and practically dissed every name brand store there was. I could go into this huge rant about name brands but I won't. I will also avoid talking about "The Hills" because if I talk about it, I fear that what little is left from my brain after watching two episodes will melt out of my ears.

I'm also re-evaluating the relationships I have with people. This year I'm really realizing how incredibly important my family is and how grateful I am to be able to see my Grandparents in Quebec and e-mail my Grandma in Australia. The friendships I've made at University are many, but not many are truly meaningful to me. I must've hit the jackpot at Holy Trinity/partially St. Joes because I still am close to my core group of friends there and I see how lucky I am to be friends with such a great group of people. Though Cornwall fails ... I love being around my family and friends there.

I keep listening to Third Eye Blind these days. They are perfect summer/spring music. The two songs I keep listening to are "Another Life" and "A Good Man".

This blog idea is kind of f-ed. I'm really unsure about what I want this particular thing to actually channel. I don't have cool artsy photos, I don't have interesting tid-bits of information. Just some lame Genevieve thoughts.

Some days I just want to shut down my Facebook, blogspot, and MSN. I feel I have a (really really small) glimpse into what celebrities deal with when you know all these people can see all this information. The funny thing is, I put all that information up there for everyone to see. Haha, ohhh how f-ed the mind is sometimes.

OH YES! That reminds me of what I'm really trying to figure out. I'm trying to figure out what is real in this world. What emotions are truly mine. What are my actual thoughts on things? I have no idea anymore and I feel I no longer have a true grasp on reality anymore...





But it's what life is all about. Right now, I just have to follow the advice of this picture because fear and worry do nothing but diminish the happiness in my life.







So now I just have to worry about people stealing my kidneys...